Sunday, August 31, 2008

So, everyone else is doing it …

So I think that the title says just about everything there is to say about it.
I am not sure what all I will be saying and or doing on this blog or even if I will keep going with it?
I can’t keep up a journal so what in the world makes you think I can keep this up?
I can say that for the friends and family whom I give this address to that you will be learning things about me that you more then likely do not know.
I will be “Coming Out” per say … no not like that … about a lot of different things that over the years I have not been able to say for what ever reason.
I do not know how to tell people a lot of things in person so doing it this way, I’ll be it a lackluster approach, seems like it might work.
Kind of like telling someone you want to break up but not caring enough to tell him or her face to face!
Well I don’t see it that way … yea I do actually … I am looking at it as I have issues and everyone that knows me will agree with that I think!
As like so many others there are a lot of things that so many of you don’t know about.
My Mom and Step Father know a few things, my wife and best friend a few more.
My Sister and her family might have some ideals and my Dad and his Wife I fear are just outside of the loop.
I will be telling things like what all is going on with the VA and work issues.
I will also say things like ‘I don’t want to talk about it’ and I would love that to be respected … yes that means you … no not the other people YOU!
I am letting you in on some of it just so you know but that’s as far as I can go with a lot of it. I can’t wrap my head around some of it and talking about other parts of it just sucks and takes to long to discus.You will see and find out what I am talking about, and hopefully find a few answers to boot in regards to some of it.

1 comment:

Edward Sizler said...

Actually, we sorta like you the way you are. I really doubt you could say ANYTHING that would make us run away screaming. Okay, maybe, but I doubt it....sorta!?!?

We promise to participate and we won't make fun of you or bother you or ask nosy questions of you unless we want to. Fair enough? Heck, you don't answer the questions we ask usually anyway. Seems sort of symbotic, huh??? hehehe